iboga zu nehmen war eine der besten Entscheidungen meines Lebens. Bevor ich nach Valencia kam, war sich normal fühlen ohne Drogen kaum möglich.
Ich habe 2 Jahre regelmäßig legale Ampehtamine und MDMA-ähnliche Substanzen (RSs) genommen, um mich normal zu fühlen. Das letzte Jahr dann verstärkt Kratom (Opioid), was bei mir zu einer nicht geraden schwachen Abhängigkeit geführt hat. Meine Neurotrasmitter waren deutlich verstellt, so das ich mich ohne “Drogen” oder Alcohol nicht normal fühlen konnte.
Durch Zufall entdeckte ich iboga als ich mal wieder versuchte das Kratom abzusetzen. Ich lass 2 Wochen ununterbrochen ALLES über iboga. Dann kurz vor Weihnachten fühlte ich mich extrem Depressiv auch mit Kratom und co. Meine Situation war elend. Ich dachte ich muss jetzt so schnell wie möglich eine iboga Therapie haben. Ich recherchierte alle europäischen Anbieter und achtete A) auf mindesten 5 Jahre Erfahrung und B) darauf das eine starke Dosis gegeben wird. Viele Ibogaintherapeuten geben angeblich so kleine Dosen, dass man nach 6 Stunden noch laufen kann Ich wollte die volle therapeutische “Dröhnung”.
Wie der Zufall es möglich machte, hatte Bilal vom 24.12 bis 1.1 noch eine Woche frei, die ich kurzfristig sofort buchte. Cool fand ich es, das ich am ersten Weihnachtstag meine Dosis nahm g. Ich flog nach Valencia, Bilal holte mich mit seiner entzückenden Tochter am Flughafen ab und 4 Stunden später bekam ich meine Testdosis und dann kurz danach die ganze Dosis.
Bei mir kam die Wirkung erstaunlich schnell in 30 Minuten. Ich legte mich hin, hörte fasziniert das sausen in den Ohren und schloss meine Augen. Die ersten 6 Stunden waren wie ein seltsamer Schlaf. Ich hatte keine Visionen. Nach ca 3 Stunden merkte ich wie MÄCHTIG iboga ist.
Ich bemerkte eine ungeheuere Entlastung. Meine traumatischen Erinnerungen waren GELÖSCHT! Nicht nur die im Zusammenhang mit dem Drogenkonsum, sondern auch fast alle schmerzhaften Erinnerungen wie z.B. von der Trennung meiner Freundin.
iboga war bei mir nicht selektiv. Es löscht alle negativen Gefühle die schon lange in mir schlummerten. Ja es war sogar schwer sich an diese zu erinnern. Für mich war es eine absolute Sensation das so etwas möglich ist. iboga ist purer Luxus! Ich hatte weder eine bahnbrechendes spirituelles Erlebnis, noch konnte ich irgendwelche Informationen aus dem Trip herausziehen. Ich war einfach total geresettet. Auch Erwartungen an meine Mitmenschen wurden gelöscht, sowie die Erwartungen an mich selber.
Viele Pläne die ich mir auferlegt hatte machten keinen Sinn mehr und ich sah klar was wirklich wichtig für mich ist. Nämlich dafür zu sorgen, dann ich mich absolut bestens fühle und einer Aufgabe nachgehe, die mich glücklich macht. Gier und irrationale Vorstellungen wurden reduziert. Unbeschreiblich auf wie vielen Ebenen das iboga wirkt. Der Verstand hat deutliche Probleme das zu fassen.
Ich hatte eine unglaubliche Ruhe in mir, die ich wirklich JEDEM wünsche.
Als jemand der iboga noch nicht erlebt hat kann man sich nicht verstehen, wie VIELE Erinnerungen einen unterbewusst belasten! Nach der Dosis fallen diese Weg. Was für eine Sensation! Ich nenne iboga seit dem Erlebnis “Staubsauger des Unterbewusstseins.” Ich brauchte 36 Stunden bis ich mich wieder gut bewegen und an die frische Luft gehen konnte.
Bilal und Catherine haben sich liebenswert um mich gekümmert und sind absolut easy going. Die ganze Atmosphäre wie bei Freunden zu Hause konnte besser nicht sein. Wir haben bestimmt über 30 Stunden geredet und uns ausgetauscht. Die beiden führen ein durchweg natürliches Leben an einem wunschschönen Ort mitten in einer Orangenplantage. Das Essen aus dem eigenen Garten war fantastisch! Besonders wenn nach dem iboga die Geschmacksnerven besser funktionieren den je.
Mein Verlangen nach Drogen, Alk oder Kippen war fast nicht mehr vorhanden. Meine zittrigen Hände zitterten nicht mehr, was ich seit Geburt mit mir rumtrug. Irgendetwas hat das iboga an meine Nerven geheilt, wofür ich unendlich dankbar bin. Ich bin jetzt die Ruhe in Person.
Die Woche nach der Behandlung war grandios. Nach dem die letzten Reste des iboga aus meinem Körper waren, kam mein RICHTIGES Leben zurück. Morgends nach 8 Stunden Schlaf automatisch aufwachen. Keine Schmerzen. Gute Energie und eine leichte Euphorie. Man fragt sich: “Was mache ich heute wieder geiles?” Ich würde sogar behaupten, das ich mich sogar besser fühle als bevor ich mit den Drogen angefangen habe! Deswegen empfehle ich die Behandlung bei Bilal jedem, auch wenn er mit Drogen nix zu tun hat. Meine Meinung: iboga ist das Beste was man sich selber schenken kann. Verstehen kann man das jedoch erst wenn man es gemacht hat smile.
Meine Woche bei Bilal und Catherine war eines der schönsten Erlebnisse meines Lebens. Und bei Bilal kann man besser nicht aufgehoben sein. Vielen Dank Euch beiden für dieses Erlebnis! Ich komme in ein par Monaten wieder.
Rene
The best decision I ever made!
The Harambe Center welcomed me with open arms from the very beginning. Despite all my questions and concerns, they handled everything with compassion, knowledge and care, not only for me, but also for my family.
The center came highly recommended by a friend, but I truly understood its power only once I experienced it myself. They didn’t just provide treatment, they offered a home, a sanctuary, and a life-changing journey.
My ibogaine experience was more profound and healing than I ever could have imagined.
Catherine and Bilal, thank you from the bottom of my heart. You are true masters at offering people a second chance at life. I am forever grateful.
With love,
Sara
I came to Harambe this summer as a last resort to get help with my opioid addiction. Kathy and Bilal were so welcoming, generous, and immediately gave a serious impression. Even their two children were incredibly welcoming and super nice, making me feel “at home” right away.
However, my experience of the treatment turned out a bit different, because I had not been truthful about having quit opioids before the treatment. In the period leading up to it, I had been taking high doses of the stomach medicine loperamide hydrochloride, which in such doses can lead to serious heart rhythm disturbances. I stopped taking this medication only a few days before my Iboga treatment, but since it has an extremely long half-life in higher doses, it was still in my system when I started the ibogaine treatment.
Before starting the treatment, both Kathy and Bilal asked me several times if I had taken any medications beforehand, and I denied it (in other words, I lied to them) – something I am deeply ashamed of today, as it could have cost me my life.
The combination of ibogaine and loperamide hydrochloride caused me to suffer from severe heart rhythm disturbances. This was quickly noticed by Kathy, Bilal, and the nurse who was monitoring my ECG at their home at the start of the treatment. Thanks to their quick observation of my serious condition, they decided to stop the treatment, even though at that moment I didn’t want them to. Because they recognized the severity of the situation and acted fast, I was able to get to the hospital and eventually ended up in the intensive care unit due to multiple episodes of torsades de pointes, a life-threatening arrhythmia caused by the dangerous stomach medicine I had taken before the iboga treatment, combined with my dishonesty about it.
Despite all this, they treated me with kindness and warmth, and I have them – and the nurse they work with – to thank for being alive today and for the fact that my children still have their mother. Even though I did not receive the full dose of the treatment, I believe I still got what I needed. To this day, I have not had a relapse, and soon it will be two months since I began the treatment with them. I owe them so much, and I believe that after what happened, a new and better chapter of my life is about to begin.
But I also want to share my story as a warning to others: never be dishonest about what medications you have taken before treatment, because it can have very serious consequences. Ibogaine is a powerful, potent medicine, and I truly believe in its miracles and its ability to initiate change for people with opioid addiction. At the same time, I am fully aware that this is only the beginning, and that you must continue to consciously work on yourself and your behavior every day.
For a long time, I struggled with an addiction to psycho-stimulants, and it was very difficult for me to overcome it. I tried therapy as well, but without success. Eventually, I started searching for information on my own, and that’s how I came across ibogaine as a tool in the fight against addiction, as well as Kathy and Bilal, who welcomed me with open arms and guided me through the entire process.
They are truly wonderful and kind people, and the conversations I had with Bilal while we were sitting alone were incredibly helpful in understanding myself and how this all really works. You can truly rely on him – just remember to listen to what he says, because he genuinely knows what he’s talking about.
So come with an open mind, good intentions, and, most importantly, a sincere desire to change – and you will definitely succeed. I wholeheartedly recommend them, and once again, I send my warmest greetings and deepest thanks to Kathy, Bilal, and their amazing children for everything I experienced here.
First of all thank you so much Cathy and Bilal, this experience has truly brought me from a dark looping mess to a light smiling future in such a short time.
I’ve been to detox clinics before and the problem i found was, its ok to detox in a clinical setting but then stepping out into the real world again is a big struggle, as real life hits you immediately, the noise and stress come rushing back and it can be a bit over whelming. What Catherine and Bilal provide is a private family environment with lots of friendly interaction with there whole family including Jama, a very friendly dog and their 2 wonderful children.
I booked in for 5 days. The treatment was more intense than expected but both Cathy and Bilal were with me the whole time for guidance and reassurance. With a registered nurse also monitoring me the whole way.
Truly like nothing I have ever experienced.
This short treatment has cleared my head and my heart and given me the space and time to assess the causes of my looping negative thoughts that created my bad habits and also shown me some tools to deal with future triggers that might trick me back into old habits.
From the moment Bilal pick me up to the moment he dropped me off, I felt welcomed with lots of stories and laughter even when I didn’t feel like it.
I highly recommend anyone might be struggling to check them out as I can sincerely say this has diverted me from a dark path into the light and I know I have made some very cool new friends.
Thank you guys
Leon
One day after the treatment, I feel more blissful than I have in years. Nothing in the world could have prepared me for the medicine, and it’s nothing like you hear online, but it’s more than worth it all the way through. The stay was great and the hosts were amazing and I thoroughly enjoyed my experience overall, even if I was a bit nervous in the beginning. I can’t recommend this place enough and I can’t wait to come back
It is incredibly dificult to comprehend what Kathy, Bilo, their amazing family and iboga have done for me. The beauty of working with Bilo and Kathy is not only that they are ‘just amazing people’ but that their approach to administration Is bespoke and holistic, they curate a very safe environment which is imperative when undergoing such a powerful treatment.
It is tremendously labour intensive work Kathy and bli do and the amount of care and attention they place on your well-being is munificent, they are real humanitarians, the conversations I had with bilo about B B king, roasted peanuts and the pueblos Jovenes (surprisingly therapeutic), how present and attentive Kathy was to my relaying of my traumas, it all meant so much to me , so thank you for that.
One must consider when undergoing this treatment whom it is they are being looked after by, as someone who as a result of being treated appalling in the past by those who were supposed to be looking after me I find the company of others, especially strangers unnerving- I have never felt so comfortable amongst unfamiliar faces.
I realise now, that before taking iboga there were parts of me that didn’t want to change, to heal, I was able to understand why that was, come to terms with it and now the thought of healing evokes excitement and hope opposed to angst and fear.
Although iboga in and of itself is incredibly healing what makes the medicine so special are its precursory effects, Iboga allows you to not only prosses your trauma but serves as an avenue for hope and an impetus for change.
Understanding that change comes from within and that we are capable of change is no easy task and to go one step further and act on that belief when in a place of severe hardship is almost futile, Iboga altered my entire sense of self – which, prior to taking iboga was very negative, that is no longer the case.
I urge anyone who is struggling in their lives with trauma and addiction to undergo this magnificent treatment, I am absolutely stunned by the e.icacy of iboga.
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